Saturday, May 22, 2010

The good news...

I am finally feeling like myself again!

The bad news?

We are moving in little over a month. :o(

Don't get me wrong. I do want to move. I am really looking forward to having my husband back and living like a family again and having a new adventure with my three favorite people. I really am!

But the closer our move date gets the more I realize what I am leaving behind and how much I am going to miss all you wonderful people here in Vegas. We will visit of course, but it isn't the same.

I'm really going to miss you all.

Sunday, May 2, 2010

Where did we go?

I realize that I have been a slacker blog wise. I don't really have an excuse (well other than being a temporary single mom, three college classes, and preparing for our move half way across the country). I know plenty of other mom's who are just as busy as I am, if not more so, and so I am really trying not to complain about anything. But the truth is that I am tired. Really, really tired. I try not to show it much. I am usually one of those people that likes to go out and be busy and do things. Lately I don't even want to go outside when it is nice. I don't want to go room to room and make a list of things that we are taking or selling. I don't want to go grocery shopping. I don't even want to watch TV.

The odd thing is I'm not depressed about it. I just don't want to do anything. I suppose that is justifiable, but it is very not me. In defense I have only been feeling like this for about two weeks. Pretty much once we all finally got better after being sick for a month.

I'm starting to pull out of it a bit. Making lists again and getting the girls out of the house when it isn't nasty outside. But I still feel guilty. Like the last two weeks have been some kind of failure on my part. I know they were no such thing. It's not like I didn't do all the necessary things.

Everyone deserves to do nothing every now and then, right?

I hope so.

I think I will feel better after my little weekend trip to visit Brady in a couple of weeks. :o)

And I will have pictures of the girls in my next post. There is a lot to catch up on and I am determined to get things back to normal around here...